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Her pain

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Sometimes when I look at her it kinda numbs my brain,
How can she just fake a smile and try to hide her pain,
She gotten pretty good at it although she never really lies,
She doesn't tell me the whole truth but I see it in her eyes,
She did it again, I can tell,
Though she didn't tell me and she hides it well,
She wears long sleeves and smiles that are fake every time she does,
She says that she made a mistake and answers questions "cause",
To take the edge off mental pain she turns to physical,
But then she's angry at herself and then she's misrable,
It hurts me that she hurts herself,
Even more that she thinks that I ccant tell,
It hurts me that she doesn't trust me and thinks that I don't know her well,
Enough to tell the difference,
I'm not blind, I can see,
And I don't know why she doesn't trust me,
But she makes my detective skills much better,
When she starts to wear long sleeve sweaters,
And i don't like to hear through the grape vine,
From a certain best friend of hers an mine,
What I already know,
The difference is she tells and shows,
Her but not me,  
And I don't know how to make her see,
That I'm here for her,
Because we're,
Supposed to be best friends,
But my wacky nature tends to,
To get on her very last nerve every time,
And even though she says she is she's obviously not fine,
So then I'm left to ponder what I'm supposed to do,
Of course I want to help her but I'm not sure that she wants me to,
And then I'm left thinking why she does this to herself,
And to me and them and evryone else that knows about her pain,
And trys to keep her sane,
And I know that she's stronger than she thinks she is,
And despite what she thinks the voice of reasons not always his,
And I know that life kinda sucks sometimes,
And high school brought with it some new binds,
I get that it hurts and it's hard to explain,
But I've been  in the exact same domain,
So don't try to tell me that I don't understand,
Because these kind of things are never planned,
But I get it okay? I get it,
So you can always call,  
Cause I'll be there to catch you when you fall,
But I know your stronger then this,
I know you because you're my sis,
And I know that you think your life is over,
But when we look back, when we're older
We'll think of better times,
Of better words and better rhymes,
And we'll laugh over our own stupidity, but mostly mine,
Because I'm the most stupid all of the time,
And you may find that life goes on and phases fade,
Because life's like a loud, noisy parade,
Or a ping pong game or a rollar coaster, things that go up and down,
And you can tell me anything because it's not over till the fat lady sings,
But to fly you need a pair of wings,
So best friend here you go,
Here are your wings I know you can show,
That you don't need a blade as a crutch,
Because we all love you very much,
So try to restrain,
Don't cause yourself and others more pain,
Because there's nothing that you gain by doing it,
Except that after you do you feel like shit,
So please I'm begging you,
Because that is what good sisters do,
I'll always be here, no matter what,
But best friend of mine, please don't cut
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